Something special for the most special person
Snooks, I know we're not together right now. I know I hurt you. But it's Valentine's week, and your birthday - February 17th, and there's no way I'm letting these moments pass without telling you how much you mean to me.
This isn't just another apology. This is me celebrating YOU - the incredible person you are, the amazing girlfriend you are, and the one person who makes my heart do that stupid happy dance.
So please, just read this. For old times' sake. For the girl who deserves to be celebrated. For us.
You're not heartbroken because you think I don't trust you. You're heartbroken because I made you think YOU were doing something wrong. I made you feel like you were failing me, like no matter how hard you tried to reassure me and be there for me, it wasn't enough.
And then, after you spent all this time worrying, stressing, trying to figure out what you could do better to make me feel secure... I told you I didn't mean it. That it wasn't even real.
Snooks, I can't imagine how that must have felt. Like you've been fighting a battle that didn't exist. Like you've been breaking your heart trying to fix something that was never broken.
I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry for putting you through that.
I told you I was insecure about you. One voice note where I said something I didn't mean. But that was enough to make you think you weren't doing enough. That you weren't being enough.
The truth is - you weren't doing ANYTHING wrong. You never were. What I meant was "I miss you so much it hurts," but it came out as "I'm insecure." And I let you carry that confusion for too long.
Every other time before that, when you reassured me, it worked. I WAS secure. I felt loved and safe with you. This was my failure to communicate, not your failure to reassure me.
Snooks, you are INCREDIBLE. You reassure me when I need it. You're patient with the distance. You make me feel loved even when we're thousands of miles apart. You've stuck with me through a breakup and a reconciliation. You've given this relationship everything you have.
You are NOT the problem. You have NEVER been the problem. You are enough. You are more than enough. You are everything.
The fact that you even WORRIED that you weren't doing enough shows how much you care. But baby, you are doing EVERYTHING. I see it. I feel it. I appreciate it every single day.
When we first started. When I first knew you were special.
When we broke up. When I lost you the first time.
When you gave us another chance. When hope returned.
We were so close to 2 months. So close to celebrating.
We've been through so much already. We dated for months in 2023, broke up, and somehow found our way back to each other. On August 12, 2025, you decided I was worth another shot.
And we were building something beautiful. I told my mom about you. MY MOM. That's because you're serious to me. You're real. You're my future.
I know we're not together right now. I know I messed up. But Snooks, you're still the only person I want to celebrate this and every Valentine's with.
You're the one who makes my heart race. You're the one I think about when I wake up and before I sleep. You're the one my mom knows about because you're THAT important to me.
So even if we're apart right now, will you be my Valentine?
Your birthday is coming up on February 17th!
Click the candles below to light them up! 🕯️
I'm asking for another chance. A chance to celebrate Valentine's Day with you. A chance to make your birthday special. A chance to show you that I can communicate better, love you better, appreciate you better.
We've come back from breaking up before. We found each other again after MONTHS apart. If we could survive that, we can survive this.
I want to celebrate YOU this February. Your birthday, Valentine's Day, and hopefully... us getting back together.